smile just smile.

 

Dear readers ♥,

I'm not going to dwell on the past, from now on life is for fun. I'm going to spend every minute I can doing something that makes me smile.

I'll spend more time with my girls, they don't know this but I've missed them, they can always make me smile.

Let the good times roll.

It's time for some serious fun.

- However for tonight, I'm going for dinner with my lovely mum - whos helped me through the past few weeks, I don't know what I would have done without her support - & later its time for revision! my last english exam (I'm having serious doubts about passing, but i'll give it ago!)

Lanaa, x.

Do it.

"Needed more than just a kiss goodbye"

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 ♥

Ask me anything? 

You know you want to. 

Little Delights?

Dear readers ♥,

  Hello again everyone, I know I've already blogged today however it's time to start talking about something you all might actually be interested in.

I've recently decided to start writing again, It's been a while as I've been extremely busy therefore I'm a tad rusty however practice makes perfect as they say. I've started over completely. Tonight I'm going to start writing my new novel, "Little Delights." or "Small Delights." I'm having trouble deciding which name to go with, any suggestions?

When I first began writing my work was mainly gloomy, I'm very much into horror however now I've decided to go for a more happy theme. I've been inspired to create something beauitful & my main inspiration is Sex & The city, I've completely fall in love with everything about that show!

- I just hope one day my work will be as successful as that.

Not only have I gotten back into my writing I've also become very interested in fashion, art& photography again, therefore I'm going to have a lot to write about nowadays - stay tuned!

Lana, x.

A new chapter.

Dear readers ♥,

My life recently changed from good to worse in a flash. One second everything was perfect, I wouldn't have changed a single thing then suddenly everything came crashing down. Unfortunately Zach and I have broken up however thankfully I haven't lost him. We've decided to be friends, I still love him but this is what he wanted.

On the other hand everything seems to be getting back to normal. & I've decided it's time for a new begining, I've started a new chapter of my life and I'm happy with this decision.

 

"Hey, I put some new shoes on,
And suddenly everything is right."

Welcome to my new life.

   Lana, x.

As the days flow by.

Dear readers ♥,

 I do apologise for my lack of blogs recently, I don't know why but I just haven't had much inspiration or time.

Tonight I'm staying with some family members I haven't seen in a while, we've spent the evening dicussing family things and looking after my adorable baby cousin, Dominic. I enjoy staying here, I use to a lot a few years ago however I slowly dwindled away, my aunt and uncle lost their first born child after only being with us for 16 days, this caused a lot of stress on our family. I guess I felt they needed their own space to work things out together. Roughly a year later they had another child, Dominic who thankfully is healthy and happy. I've recently decided to start visiting more, I feel as if I don't spend enough time with my family and I need to change that.
My family means a lot to me, I only have my mothers side as I don't see my dad - long story - however my mothers side is large thankfully, I'm proud to be apart of my family; everyone is welcoming and loving. My family recently seems to be growing bigger and bigger. many of my aunts are currently pregnant and they could come a long anytime now, which is rather exciting. Unfortunately I'm not exactly too close to much of my family, apart from my mother, grandad, and aunt; though I'm not close to everyone I still love each and everyone of them, because they're family and family means no one gets left behind or forgotten.

 My lifes started getting complicated once again.
I'm doing exams which take up a lot of my free time and then anytime I have I spend with my boyfriend. I'm soon to be leaving school, though I already know exactly what I want to do it's slightly nerv-racking. It's the way to go about things; which college to attend? Will I actually be able to fulfil my dream? I have thousands of unanswered questions flowing through my mind at once, My confidence is lacking more than usual. I'm covered in spots from all the stress caused by school, which doesn't help anything. I know I'll get through this but it's hard, at the moment I feels as if I'm standing in the middle of a tunnel, filled with darkness, only a glimmer of light at either end - it's unknown when I'll make it through to the end, all I can do is hope it comes soon.
 - Sorry about such a meaningless post, I thought I'd better update. Thanks to everyone reading, you mean alot.
   

 Love Lana who Loves Life.
                                  ♥

100 Things I'd like to do in 365 days.

Dear readers ♥,

I've been talking about doing one of these for a few weeks now, I still haven't finished my list however I'm going to post my first 45 things I'd like to do.
 My 365 days started May 1st 2010.

1. Dye my hair blonde.
2. Get myself fake nails.
3. Save 100 +
4. Get 100 followers on my blog!
5. Complete the Race for life (Cancer research)
6. Have a more healthy/balanced diet.
7. Buy two pairs of high heels.
8. Wax/shape my eye brows.
9. Become more organised.
10. Write a list of a 100 things I like/dislike.
11. Make someone else feel happy.
12. Have the best party of the year.
13. Beat someone/Anyone on Call Of Duty: Modern Warfare 2.
14. Persuade my mum to go on holiday to America.
15. Spend a weekend away with my friends.
16. Go to Alton Towers with Zach, Alex & Jono.
17. Trade my Samsung in for an Iphone.
18. Discover my favourite colour.
19. Spend an entire week in a tent.
20. Buy a giant rabbit.
21. Spend an entire day watching films, non stop.
22. Buy myself some films featuring Alexender Skarsgard.
23. Buy my mum something lovely for her birthday.
24. Clean/Tidy my room.
25. Read 10 books.
26. Get a new piercing.
27. Seriously start writing my novel.
28. Join a yoga class.
29. Lose exactly a stone.
30. Go to the sun beds.
31. Cook myself and Zach a delicious meal.
32. Feel confident in myself.
33. Discard clothes I won't wear and replace them with ones I will.
34. Go walking with Zach.
35. Stay awake for a solid 24 hours.
36. Buy a Build - a - bear.
37. Decide which college/six form I would like to attend.
38. Be silent for a whole day.
39. Delete my social networking sites I no longer use.
40. Style my makeup - What suits me?
41. Go to school withou straightening my hair.
42. Finish drawing my mums tattoo.
43. Be free of spots.
44. Go see the Rocky Horror Picture Show in threater. 
45. Meet new people.

I'll be finishing my list soon, thanks for reading.
I'll be posting again tomorrow no doubt, see you then.

                                   Love Lana who Loves Life.
xx

OutFIT.

Dear readers ♥,

Yesterday, I was flicking through all my clothes, I can never find anything I actually want to wear though I have loads of clothes! Nothing seemed to catch my eye at first, I wanted to wear a skirt however it was raining so that option was out. Just as I was about to give up something clicked! - I had spotted my school blazer! It was perfect for the look I wanted.
I folded up the cuffs, picked out a simple strap top - scribbled with "Yawn", slipped into my favourite skinny jeans, zipped up my shortest heels & added a few pieces of jewellery - Bracelet, Necklace X2, earrings, Also added my new sunglasses into my mass of hair.

Jeans - Empire £25.

Blazer - Peacocks  £12.

Heels - Dorothy Perkins £35. 

T-shirt - Topshop £16.

Necklace - Topshop £12.

Necklace - River Island £12.

I was complimented a few times yesterday on my outfit therefore I can say it was successful.

Love Lana who Loves Life.

Just a quickie.

Dear readers ♥,

I've recently realised how much I'm changing. I'm not the same person I was a month ago or a week ago. However I like the change, I'm glad I'm not the same boring person I used to be. I'm proud to be who I am, I've done things I shouldn't but I regret nothing - life is too short.

I've also come to realise how boring my blogs become and I'm sorry, therefore to spice things up a tad I've decided to write about meaningful/interesting things:

Monday - Films.
Tuesday - Books.
Wednesday - Music.
Thursday - Fashion.
Friday - Travel.
Saturday - 'Loving' List.
Sunday - Anything&Everything.