This week.

Sorry I haven't posted any new blogs during this week, I've been a tad busy.
I've had work experience at my local primary school.
But I'll update you later.

   Love Lana who Loves Life.
xx

Saturday.

Usually I look forward to saturdays, they're normally fun.
But today, is boring - I have nothing at all to do, apart from coursework once again. I feel school is taking over my whole life! & I'm sick of it.
I want to have fun and not have to worry about writing millions of essays.

Love Lana who usually Loves Life.
xx

Actions.

“id die for you, i love you, i love you so much”

Last night was the cast from skins final episode.

I found they could have done a lot more with it. Throughout the entire last hour I was thinking "Why aren't they looking for Freddie?" Cook should have found out what had happened to him a lot sooner.

I hated the ending, we didn't get to see if Cook died or the crazy guy did, they've left it on a giant cliff hanger.

- The best part was when Emily and Naomi finally got together again, they're the cutest couple.

Also I loved how Thomas and Panda got back together too!.

Unfortunately the past two season never came close to being as good as the first and second.

 - but still worth watching.

Tonight,

I've finished a piece of art coursework.

& I only have a few more hours to wait until TRUEBLOOD, yes I'm slightly obsessed.

Hasn't been a good week for me, maybe next week will be better.

- Work experience!

Love Lana who Loves Life.

xx

Here I am again.

The past three days haven't exactly been filled with joy for me.
Monday, I went to school as I had exams however I felt awful - when I got home I couldn't stop shivering, my eyes were swollen, not too comfortable.
And tuesday was even worse, I couldn't eat or move.
Thankful I don't feel as bad today nevetheless I'm still not 100% better.
Back to school tomorrow.

To pass the time today I've been busy searching through Alexender Skargsard things.

This man truly is beautiful.

His smile is breath-taking!

His eyes are dazzling.

I've never been too keen on beards until I saw he had one.

He could make anything look good.

This picture is perfect, makes me smile.

I'm going to meet this man, one day, somehow, I promise.

- I seriously can't see how people don't find him attractive.

My mums being lovely and said she'll buy me these both.

They're in swedish but never mind! - I love Alexender Skarsgrad.

Watch this.

&

this.

Love Lana who Loves Life.

xx.

Oh crums.

Tuesday 16th March.

I'm not feeling well at all.
I have a fever, swollen eyes, throat infection and a ear infection! - I'm just too lucky.
Hope everyone else is feeling better that I am.

Sorry for such a short blog.
Love you all.

Love Lana who Loves Life.

- apart from when she's ill.

xx.

Saturday.

Oh finally.
My english exam is finally over. I can finally relax for a while.
So today I'm going to read, read and read.

& then tonight I'm going to a party.
Should be fun, rather excited.

Love Lana who Loves Life.

xx

Blissful.

A dream, Our dream.

Only a few years until my sister and myself can fianlly take our gap year before we go to university.

We want to travel the world! see new places, beautiful places!

This is how we'll be living:

It looks blissful, simply perfect.

ffffound.

I'm looking forward to it.

I want to experiences new things.

There are so many places I want visit and I will.

Love Lana who Loves Life.

xx.

Searching.

Afternoon.

I've just been searching vintage websites and found the perfect piece for myself!

I don't think I can live without it, what do you think?

"Theres something about you,

Tears me inside out whenever you're around

There's something about you

Speeding through my veins until we hit the ground

And there's something about this rush"

New Radicals - I'm in love with their music.

Love Lana who Loves Life.

xx

These lovely days.

Gosh, it feels like I haven't blogged in ages! I'm sorry for the delay.

Dear readers,
The pass three days have actually been rather nice.
Saturday was pretty darn fun. My lovely boyfriend brought me a new dress and necklace! - it's so cute, rather retro/60's style.

- Don't you just love it?

I have the cutest pair of high heels to match, which my mum brought me after I had an operation last year. Also on saturday, I got the Trueblood sound track as I'm so cool these days, the music is wonderful! - Folk music is always the best!

I saw my amazing friend Joshua which is always a good thing and I got to go in his new car, It's rather pretty surprisingly. And he just so happens to be a good driver.
So overall my weekend was rather refreshing, however it never last long enough. I managed to go over some English work, I'm starting to panic about - I have a four hour exam on thursday and friday which I'm really nervous about, as I don't feel very confident. But I'm going to study from tomorrow, as much as I can. I've decided to go over my questions with two English teachers on tuesday and wednseday, so I should be okay - If I try my hardest.

Worries:
In two weeks I have work experience, to be honest I'm not worried about the work experience it's self, however I have no idea how to go about my interview. The "boss" hasn't e-mailed me back about my inquire and I don't like speaking to people I know on the phone let along a entire stranger!.
So hopefully If my mum remembers she's going to try and book my interview, slightly worried she'll forget though...

Today:
Over the weekend I've been moaning like I normally do about going back to school on monday... because it's just so boring! But surprisingly today was interesting and fun!
We had a "Health Day", with people coming from outside communities talking to us about car crashes, anti-social behaviour, underage drinking, smoking and driving. I thought it'd be boring like all our other Health days have been but I've actually learnt a handful of things today, and I'm glad for once I went to school.

Love Lana who Loves Life.

xx.

Friday.

I'm so thankful today is friday.

I've been over-worked this week. Four exams really takes a lot out of you.

Fridays have to be one of my favourite days of the week. It's the knowing you can relax and sleep in on saturday - even if it's only for a while. The break of doing what you want is lovely.

Although tomorrow I won't be doing too much relaxing unfortunately, I promised to meet in town with some friends. I'm rather looking forward to it to be honest. Hopefully I should be getting a new outfit for my friends 18th birthday meal, which is in a few weeks. And I must remember to buy my lovely mum something for mothers day, seeing as it's only a week away. I have no clue what to get her though, so does anyone have any ideas? They'd be very helpfully, thanks.

I'm meant to go jogging on friday nights, but I feel worn out so I'm going to go on sunday instead. So hopefully I'll be more refreshed. However I would have liked to gone today, the breeze that passes you by whilst you taking a lovely jog is peaceful in some way.

I'm really excited about watching TrueBlood tonight, I've been waiting all week. Eric Northman/Alexender Skarsgard is an absolute god, if you ask me. Though before I get to see him I have some Textile and English work to crack on with, the joy - Even when I'm not at school I have work to do, does it never end?

This picture reminds me of myself and my boyfriend, it shows character.

The only differences between the picture and us is my hair is not that long and my beautiful boyfriends hair roughly the girls length. It's at times like these, looking at sweet pictures I realise how much I truly love him and how lucky I am.

Love Lana who Loves Life.

xx

Last night.

Last night was one of the best nights I've had in a long time.
Myself, Zach, Kate and Josh went to Nottingham, to see these guys:

HADOUKEN! for the 3rd time.

The city.

&

THE UNICORN KID.

(Total want his hat!)

Each one were amazing, I enjoyed all the music played.

Overall an epic night. Wouldn't changed a thing about it.

Thanks Kate, love you girl.

Love Lana who Loves Life.

xx.

History.

Readers,
Recently my minds been travelling back to the passed. I have both good and bad memories. Those that are good I hope to carry with me throughout my entire life. Those that are bad I would also like to carry with me, to help me heal from wounds, to teach me.
This places my mind keeps bringing back to me aren't exactly pleasant times in my history.

My worse fears are; dying or losing the ones I love through death. Therefore you'll understand what these mean to me...
Once, when I was younger my uncle wasn't exactly being too clever and decided to visit some friends a few miles from his home. He made it there safely, had a nice evening from what I can gather. However on his way home, it had began to snow causing the roads to be icy. Unfortunately he hit some ice as he was crossing a stone bridge, broke through the stone so him and his car were falling into the river which laid below, freezing - waiting to hold him in it's firm grip. Later that very evening we recieved a phone call. My older brother said as a joke "We only get phone calls this late if something bads happened" He was very right, something bad had happened. We we're told he hadn't made it. Myself, my mum and my brother, didn't believe this for a second. You know when you get that 'feeling'?, that you just know everything will be okay. But all we could do was wait, wait and wait...
The next morning my Nana came round with the news that he was alive but not in the greatest condition, though he would heal - which was the main thing. Thankfully my uncle is here and alive today.

Only a few years back my auntie and uncle had come to the whole family with the news that they were pregnant and engaged, to be married as soon as possible. Their wedding was magical, everything they could have asked for. Just two days after their wedding my aunt gave birth to their first child, unfortunately the baby was four months early, their were many complications. The doctors didn't believe he'd live, they gave him only days. This baby was strong and didn't let go of his life without a fight. His health slowly seemed to be improving, and with that our hope of his survival increased. It almost seemed like a miracle until that miracle ended. His life lasted 16 days longer than anyone thought it would. The day he passed on was the saddest day of my entire life, I've never experinced someone close to me dying.
Words cannot explain the feelings I felt. It was also the one and only day I was allowed to visit him, it was said they didn't believe he was going to be able to fight any longer so myself and family rushed to the hosptial which was 50 miles away, as fast as possible. Usually babies are cute and bouncy little things. He wasn't, his body wasn't the size of my hand. His skin was turning different colours as his body began to slip into a better more peaceful place. I'm thankful to have seen him, he was truly beautiful and there isn't a day that passes that I don't think about him and wish he could be here today where he belongs.
Though he's not here with us all, we'll never forget him. He is part of out family even in death. Now my auntie and uncle have another son, almost one. I'm his godparent, which I'm very proud of - We wouldn't let any harm come to this also beautiful child.

Though not everything in my life has been perfect, I'm glad to be  who I am. I love my family, my friends and my boyfriend. Wouldn't change any of them. I'm thankful for everything I have.

Love Lana who Loves Life.

xx

This is about someone special.

There are no words that could explain how much this girl truly and honestly means to me. However I'll give it a go. I couldn't picture my life without her by my side, she's not only my best friend, she's also my sister.
She's smart, pretty, funny and immature. Personally we were born to be best friends.
I can trust her with everything, without having to worry she'll tell someone. We've been through a lot together - boy trouble, family issues that sort of thing. And yet we've always stuck together.

We go everywhere together, shopping, underage, gigs, cinema.
We love hanging out, going on long walks with our friends, watching horror movies, exercising together, staying out late - drinking, the usual things teenage girls do. Though we're not your usual teenage girls. We often have crazy out of hand parties, we're all about living in the moment, and having the best time of our life - your only young once, right?.

Nothing will ever get between us, I wouldn't let it if it tried.
Kate, your everything i want and need as a best friend and sister. Thank you for everything you do for me, your wonderful.

(We need one of those things!)

I love you girl!.

Love Lana who Loves Life.

xx.

Those days.

My wonderful readers.
 I've just got home, The first thing I did was slipped into my joggers; I feel much more comfortable now.
My days been slightly longer than usual, well at least it feels it was.
First period was my maths exams, which in my opinion went very well. Would it be vain to say I've done very well?, Yes? well never mind because I truly feel I have & I'm proud to say so.
Tonight like last night I have a lot of revising to do, however for now I'm enjoying a steamy cup of herbal tea; mint and spice favour - it's delightful.

Today wasn't all that bad really. I came up with the idea of starting a book club! My form tutor thought it was an excellent idea, hopefully the first book we'll read will be "Her fearful symmetry" I've wanted to read this book for a few weeks now so I think it'll be nice and fun.
Unfortunately today did have it's negatives, a few students within our school were saying our tutor groups are going to be mixed with young years, personally I'm not entirely sure this is true - as we're in our last year of school, therefore they wouldn't be mixing key stages together, it'd confuse our routines, groups would be spilt up and no one wants these things. I just hope I'm right as I don't want to leave my lovely bunch on friends.

Off the subject of school now, recently I discovered this amazing band called "New radicals" I came across them when I was watching videos about Alexender Skarsgard ♥. They're pretty good to be truthful. I absolutely adore "There's something about you" It's beautiful. Check it out, if I was you I would.

Thanks for reading sweeties, I'm very thankful.

More followers would be nice?, Comment me - let me know what you think of my blogs.

Love Lana who Loves Life.

xx.

The usual.

School is really dragging me down at the moment. The stress of exams is overwhelming!. I want to have free time to spend time doing the things I love; seeing my boyfriend, watching Alexender Skarsgard videos. Unfortunately I don't have enough time.
I have two maths exams tomorrow, I'm retaking this at my own will as I'm capable of getting a higher grade than I got on my first try, however I didn't realise I'd forget everything. I also have two science exams on wednesday; Biology and Physics. I haven't done any revision so I'm rather stressed out about cramming as much information into my tiny brain as I'm able. It doesn't seem to be going very smoothly currently, but I can't give up hope!
I've decided to see my boyfriend tonight because seeing him makes me feel confident I'll be okay in the exam. Also he's promised to help my revise, which is always helpful.

I still have too many things to do tonight.
Shower, dry and straighten my hair.
Pack my bag ready for tomorrow.
Go to Zachs.
Revise.
Watch an episode of Desperate Housewives.
- It doesn't sound to hard however it is.
Wish me luck!, I'm going to need it.
           Thanks to all my wonderful readers.

Love Lana who Loves Life.

xx